It’s the 6th afternoon of my journey and the last few days have been excrutiating, but I am a Xsmoaker!
All the wonderful positives of quitting are really becoming the largest form of irritation in my day to day life; I sometimes feel that I was born to smoke.
They say you don’t need to sleep as long when you’re a non-smoker, your body doesn’t need to recover from the poisens adminstrered every hour on the hour by a smoker. I thought excellent, an hour or two a day extra, something any ambitious young executive desires, a bit more time in the day, a 25 hour day persay.
So, for the last 4 nights I’ve been lying awake from 03:30 every morning, not able to sleep and not able to go to work. The only good thing about being awake at this time is that by the time my wife awakes from her slumber, I’m over the grumpiness of waking and in a good mood, at 05:00 in the morning.
I must say; nomatter that fact that I’ve been deprived of accumalatively 12 hours of sleep over the last 4 days, I awake every morning feeling amazingly fresh, “fresh mornings” now have a meaning not known before.
Tomorrow I leave for 2 weeks for a well deserved holiday before the holidays. I will continue to document my journey, maybe a little less frequently, but definitly.
The summit of the in-summountable is within sight of this traveller.
Keep it up! I admire your determination!
congratulations, on both of course, you make me proud